Operation: Best Life (10yrs later)

So it's Friday 3rd June 2020 and I've just finished work for the week. The pubs are reopening tomorrow and dare I say were almost back to reality. I can literally smell the overpriced wine from my makeshift hideout consisting of my duvet and pillows which I've launched myself into since arriving home.

So what is this whole '10 years later' malarkey I hear no-one ask. Well, as you can see this is my very first blog post and for years and years I've been telling myself i'm going to blog about my weird inner silliness and yadda yadda... but of all the times I've set up some sort of blog account, I've never actually stuck to it. I've even paid out for memberships and domains to still not fully commit to it.

So now I have reached my 30th year of existence I've weirdly developed a completely different mindset of what I want in life. I'd like to tell you its because I've matured and developed and am believing in my higher self etc, but in actual fact... I'm just sick of peoples shit. Literally. 

My life has been weird. I may write about it one day on here, it depends how brave I'm feeling, but in the last 10 years alone I've moved 120 miles away from home all on my own, gotten my dream job, lost that job, moved back home, met a man who treated me terribly, got knocked up by him and then proceeded to marry him even though his past time was cheating on me for fun. I've gotten divorced, magically (and I still don't know how I did it) managed to keep the roof over mine and my sons head for 4 months without a single penny of income, rocked being a single mama, batted some of the worst depression of my life, gotten back in to work, met a new (very lovely) man and now we are here.

I feel like I have more than enough material to jabber on about but fret not, imaginary reader! I don't plan on being doom and gloom...

Me finally turning 30 i'm in a very happy place, but being sick of the shit that I've still quite not filtered out yet. My 20's was an intense learning curve, my 30's is going to be about building the foundations to be genuinely happy and a success. Obviously I'm not a total prat, general problems will arise but what I mean is that I want to own a house, I want to be my own boss, I want to feel good about the way I look and I want to just be my best possible self.

Throughout lockdown Iv'e developed a massive thirst to become my own boss. I want to work for myself and see what little seeds I can grow. This blog is just a part of it so I hope you'll be up for joining me along the way.

Lets just see what happens...

Gem xx